scares you straight.

i had a scare.  i found a lump on my breast about 8 months ago and i don't know what took me so long but i finally had it checked out last month.  after an examination my dr. sent me to have a biopsy right away.  results were good but an ultra sound is protocol just to make sure.  that also showed good results.  while i'm happy and relieved because i could not bear the thought of leaving my young children without a mother, i had the chance to feel that fear and imagine the possibilities.  i see cancer patients and families affected by cancer so much differently now.  i feel for them.  i pray for everyone affected by cancer.  i wish for them light, love and hope.  my most important position or title is being a mother and i thank God my children will have nothing to worry about.  i feel now i need to make the biggest and strongest impact on them and help them become nothing but the best.